The ALFA crew

damn i miss my juniors so much!
just now i was chatting with OPAH, and she was just like.. awesome and cute!
err, like she used to be.

rindu gila kat opah boleh tak.
(real name is nazifah. and i dont really know why i call her opah)

haha.
last two years ago,
my juniors lah yg ;

selalu teman tidur lambat then borak borak kerja pun tak siap kan
selalu kejut akak dia ni bangun stay up walaupun dorang tau mmg takkan bangun punya lah
selalu dengar my cerita cerita yang kind of merepek
selalu gurau gurau semua tu lahh
selalu layan perangai akak dia ni yg pelik kan

haaaa rindu!


now i know,
sakti had changed a lot after my friends and i left
idk whether it is a good thing or a bad thing,
( opah ckp tak best sebab tak boleh dating lama -..- )
but i just hope that my juniors will be just fine there.
and i hope that they'll appreciate school
cos when school is over,
they'll be missing all the fun times they have had in school like crazy.
seriously.

and sometimes, i just need them.
haih.

take care adik adik!
xoxo

1433, A brand new start.

guys, SALAM MAALHIJRAH 1433.

lets just hope that this year will be more better compared to years before.
and yeah, come on,
lets just start a new life, and be a better person.


choww.

Haih. Menyesal tak sudah.

cepatnya hilang sayang kau tu kat aku kan
dulu kau sayang aku bagai nak gila
selalu risau pasal aku kan

aku buat salah.
aku mengaku.
banyak sangat salah aku kat kau.
kau sabaarr je.

kali pertama tu,
kau tahan.
pastu aku sedar, aku mintak maaf.
and everything went back to normal.

then aku masuk kmj.
tak lama lepas tu aku buat salah lagi.
kali ni mcm lama sgt untuk aku sedar.
smpai keadaan jadi ta betul,
and finally, we broke up.

aku memang menyesal.
menyesal sangat.
menyesal tak sudah.
aku tatau nak buat apa masa tu.

aku cuma nak kau je.
dan aku pun masih sayang kau lagi.

benda ni jadi mcm tu je.
aku tak pernah plan/rancang ke apa.
aku pun tak sangka boleh jadi sampai mcm ni.

semua org buat salah.
dan semua org patut diberi peluang kedua.
i guess.

so, i tried to call you that night.
hoping for my 2nd chance.
but it was too late.
I DIDNT GET THAT 2ND CHANCE.
tapi aku puas hati sebab aku dah ckp semua yg mmg aku dah simpan lama.
yes or no, aku terima je.

and maybe that was the last call from me.
aku selalu ckp kat diri aku ;

dah la dila, orang tu happy happy kat sana,
kau sedih sedih kat sini.
what for?
dia dah tak ingat kau dah.

aku mintak peluang kedua tu sebab aku dah menyesal gila.
kalau aku dapat peluang kedua tu, aku takkan lagi nak ulang benda yg sama.
aku nak jaga kau betul betul lah lepas ni.
tapi kau tak langsung bg aku peluang tu.

takpe.
aku pun faham perasaan kau.
perasaan pun bukan boleh dimain mainkan.
kau dah bnyk kali sedih sebab aku.
kau mungkin lagi sedih drpd aku kan.
sebab kau dah serik lah kau dah tak boleh terima aku lagi.
kau takut aku buat lagi benda yg sama.

tp aku still happy sebab walaupun aku bukan lagi orang yg special dlm hati kau,
aku still jadi kawan baik kau kan.


aku mintak maaf sgt sgt.
aku tanak kau fikir aku ni sama je mcm ppuan lain.
TAK, aku bukan mcm tu.
tuhan je tau mcm mana sayang aku tu kat kau.


aku rindu semuanya.
semua.

haih.
i wish you the best in everything.
aku tak boleh la nak tipu perasaan aku ni.
I STILL LOVE YOU.

aku cuma berharap,
sesaat pun dalam hari hari kau,
kau akan ingat aku. entah la. harapan je kot.

percayalah.
satu hari nanti, kalau kau sunyi ke,
kau perlukan orang untuk kau cerita cerita ke,
kau ada masalah ke, kau boring ke,

aku selalu ada untuk kau.
susah untuk aku terima.
tapi apa pun aku kena jugak cuba kan :')


satu benda yg mmg tak pernah berubah lah dari dulu ;
AKU SAYANG KAU.

kau mungkin dah suka ppuan lain kan.
dia ada untuk kau bila kau sedih dengan aku.
dan dia pun maybe lagi baik drpd aku.
aku sedih kalau mmg dia akan ganti tempat aku lepas ni.
tapi apa pun, good luck!

entah la.
tulis kat sini pun masih tak boleh nak hilangkan sedih dlm hati aku ni.
doakan aku kuat tau. aku cuma boleh sayang kau dari jauh je.

ps ; err, fon kau tuu lengang je. takde org call/sms.

Err?

i dont know why, but i dont feel like posting anymore.
sorry.
i used to post whatever last time ago.
but now, nahh.
maybe i'll just post something that i really wanna post.
ya know, sometimes, blogging is one the ways i used to express my feelings kan.


yeah.


but,
blogging is still fun okay :D
i'll blog whenever i want to.
cuma not everyday ever hour lah kan.
no worries ;)

I am not strong enough.

aku masih sayang kau.
aku masih tak boleh lupakan kau.
semua benda yg aku buat, aku nak bagi tau kau.
semua kenangan dulu, aku masih ingat.

hidup jadi kosong pulak bila kau pergi.
handphone tu.. lengang je takde orang sms/call.

aku masih berharap.
berharap supaya satu hari nanti
kita mungkin boleh jadi mcm dulu balik?
tp tu sekadar harapan je.

jadi ke tak,
tu tuhan punya rencana.
aku cuma boleh sayang kau dari jauh je.

aku syg kau :')

Them,

weyyyy,
baru je berapa minit lepas aku balik semalam,
aku dah start nak rindu korang balik tauu -.-
hmph

well, i had fun last night
all of us did
kan kan?

talk talk talk
snap snap snap
laugh laugh laugh
err, ngumpat farah yg badan besaaa tuuu, hehe.
panggil waiter tuu .. SPEAKINGGG?!
best best best :DD







then we went to the arcade for games,
main yg mcm basketball jadah tuu
ntah pape la korangg
jerit jerit mcm org jakon.
haha,
but it was fun!

then kesian gila 'Ulwan,
excited and gabra sgt jumpa parents nadia,
haaaaa tengok,
kan da luka tuuu :P

haih, bila boleh lepak mcm tu lagi kan.
sorang tu dah la duduk KL.


takpe takpe,
Insya'Allah this thursday ada lagii ;)

Sorry for loving you. So much.

im sorry.
so sorry
i didnt mean to do all this shits to you.
ive made mistakes
and i do regrets.
i am so dissapointed for myself.

i let you go.
away.
away from me.

there's no way im gonna have you back
here with me
AGAIN.

you are the one ;
who knows me more than others
who sheds my tears and join me laughing
everything i ever wanted
youre perfect for me.
perfect enough.

and yet, im letting you go

i feel the pain now.
very deep inside of me.
youre not here with me anymore
and i just couldnt accept it

i still love you.
love you with ALL MY HEART.
i dont wanna let you go, really.
but i have to.

and now.
i cant stop thinking bout you.
but its already too late.


say whatever you want dila,
do whatever you like,
think whatever you wish to,
he's never gonna come back.

he's gone. and its sucks now.


im sorry, but
I LOVE YOU.

Bersamamu with Century Logistic

well, to make it simple,
yesterday i followed my mom and her company's crew to this one program,

BERSAMAMU WITH CENTURY.

ive been participating this program for two years already.
and for this year,
KLUANG, JOHOR is the lucky place.

hm, we were divided into few groups,
and i, of course,
i'd stick with my mom.
weeeeee :)

at first, it was so strange being there
when people started to ask my mom,
who's that girl? new stuff here?
duhhhh, come on people.

okay, back to story.
kluang kluang kluang.
mann, what do you expect from kluang?
no so best as jb duh.
but but but,
the toilets are great!
you should have seen it.
i mean, not so great,
but for kluang, i think,
this is what we call ;
KEMAJUAN. haha

my mom couldnt stop talkin bout the toilet,
she was so proud.
mybe because she was born in kluang.
yupp, so thats why. lol.

okay okay.
enough with the toilets.

no more talking,
just go through the pics yeah.





they were carrying all the foods and some other stuff for the poor.


















ive learned something.
something everybody should learn too.
we gotta care about others too.
dont be so proud about whatever we have now,
yeah, life is like roller coasters,
there is ups and downs moments in our life.
once your doomed,
its not easy to come back like you used to.
so, be grateful ;)

ecececehh :P

before we went back, the BOSS decided to stop at this one kedai,
where there were a lots and lots of kuih rayaaa,
aww aww and guess what,
HE, yeah the boss, he foot the bill!
awesomeeee :P

so, i took FIVE TELAP of kuih raya.
nothing else, just for youuu,
PUAN IRDAWATY. =.=





phheeewwwwwhhhhh.
lega already.
ive solved my five telap problem.
without spending any bugs.
err, should i just say yay?


YAYYYYYYYYY!!!

The real bestfriends ;)

words cant describe how much you guys mean to me.
the best thing i have ever had ;


Nur Amalina Nadiah binti Mustafa Kamal.
she's just fine.
she'll starting to be crazy when it comes to this one young man.
haha
dude, ADEL and AMEL.
remember? :P


Ahmad 'Ulwan bin Ismahadi
he is what we call, sotong. haha.
he's great. a very good person to spend time with.
never regrets knowing him.



hoping to see you guys on thursday! <3

Happy Holidays people!

oyeahhh.
finally, im home.
i am just so blessed now.
buka with my family is just one of the great things ever.

gotta lot to storystory.
friends,
bazaarr,
lecturers and that telap thingy,
macik with the johns

awwwwwwww.

whatever it is.
im homee babyyy :DD